No new floaties allowed..

Its jan 1st 2015. Long time no blog...Everyones resolution involves some sort of change bullshit. Oh lets be better people..lets get healthy...lets do better. Its been a year since I put on my blue running shoes and my whatever running hat and just took off. I stopped eating crap and crawled out of the bullshit river I was drowning in and onto the muddy banks of *oh shit this is hard*. I went from one or two migraines every two weeks to one a month and faced things headon like a' boss. Change makes everything wonderful. Today I stand on a mountain top and scream...BULLSHIT! The weight loss and being able to run without falling down is great and I can be honest when I say it feels good not to have my stomach stick out further than my tits..but its hard and the truth is the food is not why I have migraines! Some foods do make me have them but they come from out of nowhere. There is no reason for them that I can control and they are a curse that no amount of running can stop. And they should kill me like a train hitting you head on and full blast. No normal person could survive a true one. I have had my fill of them. So its been a year of running and it hurts by the way..my feet my knees my big ole ass all hurt..but it feels so good..:/ I have had too many migraines to count lately and trust me you do not run after one because sneezing hurts so bad you think a dagger just flew thru your skull...and starving to damn death because all the poison you want to eat makes your muffin top appear out of nowhere. ..It takes a week to get two pounds off and two days to put ten pounds on. While your body fights you every step of the way you keep  swimming thru the bullshit. In the front row seat of it all you stop.. you look around and you realize. .life is so great. .everyday is fun and laughing loving and on occasion eating a big ole oreo cookie is freaking fantastic!! We have all had problems and lost people who are precious and made new friends thru the year so lets do 2015 like no other year we've ever done..snoopy dancin' with class! One day one minute one giggle at a time with no floaties allowed..doggy paddle thru the bullshit like a new born baby.. totally love your guts friends and im so glad your all a part of it♡♡♡